Today I will continue my own life story. Whose, which don't remember a story, please read first part of the life story about love experience.
There is never a time or place for true love. It happens accidentally, in a heartbeat, in a single flashing, throbbing moment. - Sarah Dessen
11am o’clock. I get up from the bed. Get
a shower. I drank a tea & went to work. One of the managers told me to go
to the back yard. I went there. I saw her again. HER. I couldn’t believe that
she came back. She stands up. I came closer to her and hugged her so strong as
she hugged me before. (we are both smiling – brilliant moment).
With
every single day my feelings were getting stronger and stronger like never
before. Every night I was thinking.. Dreaming about her.. At every night I was
telling to myself : “ Tomorrow I’ll have
to meet her & tell her everything.. What do I feel to her.. How hard is to
be without you.. Not to see your beautiful smile.. Gorgeous eyes.. Not to hear
your so sweet voice..” . Next day when I see her my hands always start shaking
my heart look like she wants to get closer to her, cuddle her closer to chest
and tell to her how much I love you… But.. I was never able to tell her that.. Perhaps
I was afraid to hear words which ones could destroy my dreams, could destroy my
heart.
We are
both at work. (Talking). I couldn’t handle my feelings anymore. She asked me :
“ What is wrong with you? Why are you so upset? “. ( I don’t know why but I
thought can’t live like this anymore I have to tell her everything right now
& right here.) I answered :” Just, you have already noticed that I like
you. She said “ Yeah, women intuition” .( I smiled). I said to her that I want
to tell you so many things which ones I can’t handle anymore. (She smiled) So
tell me what you can’t handle anymore. I said : “ not now, but very soon,
sooner than you can imagine. Because at this moment you have too many
problems.. (the problem was her husband
who hurt her many times. We were talking about him and the last time she was
nearly crying. It was so painful to see her upset.. I didn’t know what to do.
Only one thing which one I was able to do that night at work – was to hug her.
But somebody inside me stopped me and I just couldn’t do that ). So I told her
that I will tell her than she will be fine. She said Okay.
To be continued...
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