Life story about love experience

People are saying that just once in a life we truly fall in love. Also they are saying that we can’t choose with who and when we will fall in love. So, these two sentences will be the main things in my own life story.

Why do we always want what we can't have?

To be honest I never thought that I will be telling this story to people.. But with every single day it is getting harder and harder to keep everything inside. So my best friend gave me one good advice - to write everything on the paper and let people to read it, let them to see how damn hard is to fall in love & how damn hard is to let her go away.. Few years ago..

 

I came to Ireland to earn some money for studies. I never thought that I will find here women with which one I will fall in love. I started to work. After few months one of our crew came back after holidays. It was she.. I saw her first time in my life and I felt like I knew her all my life. First few months we wasn’t talking at all.. Why? I don’t know, maybe I was too shy to start to talk with her or maybe I just thought that she doesn’t like me. Days.. Weeks.. Months were going so fast that I didn’t even notice how we started to communicate to each other. We were talking about everything. Life.. Love.. Feelings.. Dreams.. I thought I will never fall in her.. But.. I was wrong.. Absolutely wrong..

 

One day She came to work to tell to our boss that she is leaving the country. She didn’t tell it to me & I don’t know why.. Boss asked me to come outside for a smoke. So I went there. She was crying. I asked my boss “What’s happened? What’s wrong? Why are you crying?” – She answered to me: “ She is leaving the country”. I was like: “ Why does she want to leave?”. Boss told me – for a better life. I felt like somebody just took my heart from the chest and throw it away..

 

 After few hours I finished my work. I went home and I couldn’t stop thinking about her. I couldn’t understand what is going on with me. I didn’t know what I have to do so I decided to leave everything as it was. After few days I had to tell her goodbye. But I didn’t. I told her :” I am not gonna say to you goodbye because I know that I will see you very soon” . She smiled & hugged me so strong. (I thought At last I got a chance to hug her to cuddle her closer to my chest). She’s gone…

To be continued...